Month: February 2022

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Intro

Hey it’s Us. We’ve decided it would be fun to start this blog. I’ve realized that I’m too wordy for Instagram and the character limitations have been mostly annoying. I don’t really care if anyone sees this or not. I’m doing this purely for self-expression. I also like looking at beautiful things. Which is the main reason why I’ve had the energy all these years in up-keeping an Instagram account in the first place, it’s so awesome and fascinating to see what others are up to. The beauty it can portray, is just irresistible. But now I feel like it’s so saturated and I’m putting efforts in lessening my doomscrolling, which isn’t something I’d like to continue, my attention is better off elsewhere. So I’d like to extend what I have going on there to here. Here I have more freedom and fluidity, and less chance to doom scroll. I hate it so much.

So anyways, I’m wordy and have a high admiration for beautiful things. It felt right to start this, for me, and for no one else. I feel that I’m at THAT position in my life, this time is ripe for me to express my experiences, urges, thoughts, emotions and anything else that I do. In full expression and all my hues of being a human and all the beauty that this experience holds, in this lifetime. And if anyone finds this and it somehow helps, then that’s a huge bonus.

I look at the clock and it’s 3:33pm. Whatever that means, I’m still trying to figure out the direct translations of these for me. These numbers have been bombarding me for a couple of years. I’m sure there’s many of you that experience the same. The translations haven’t been so direct, but more so just the feeling, the feeling of peace and subtle bliss, the feeling that all is so darn good, all the darn time, even when something doesn’t feel good momentarily, to have a knowing that it truly is still goooood. And that’s what matters most for me.

So that’s it for my first post. I shall see where this journey takes me.

 

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An Emotional Manifestor (Human Design)

I’ve been experimenting with the Human Design system on and off for about 3 years. Initially, it was way too much info and jargon to wrap my mind around. And then in increments, I would get pulled back in. It would come up in conversation with a friend or I would run into a post and then it would remind me, perhaps something’s there for me. And whatever is happening in my life, an HD message finds me and helps me with a struggle, tremendously actually.

I get it now, I’m not supposed to get it all at once. I get more of it when I need, I dive in just a tad deeper each time, bit by bit.

Very recently, I had a major business related decision that needed to be made and although it didn’t go as planned, I actually felt that I made the right choice. Experimenting with my Emotional Authority as a Manifestor, and having to integrate that with my defined Spleen is hecka confusing yet it feels like home. I’ve always felt that I get intuitive hits yet I’ve also trusted my way of long introspection to make decisions. And it’s like, I ask “Do I trust my gut or do I trust my ability to really feel into something and have deep introspection before deciding?” it seems to me that I actually should be trusting both and if I am at peace and in a calm state and I need to make a decision, and the gut says yes or no, I better trust that shit. Now if I’m in an overly positive/negative state, then I should be sure to not make any decisions and wait it out. This is what I’m currently experimenting with.

The past months I’ve been practicing the strategy of Informing. Basically I just tell people that I am going to do something, I am not asking for permission nor for an opinion. Once I’ve decided to do something, idgaf and I will do it regardless of anyone’s 2 cents. Life-changing. Mostly when I get spikes of energy, I just let them know, I’m in my urge, let me be. Don’t ask questions, don’t look at me, just pretend that I don’t exist. I’m creating. Do not disturb is written on my forehead. And I land back down & need my snacks🥰. It’s been such a game changer operating this way. Both for me and people around me. Life’s way smoother. No longer staying small. I’m taking up my space. Get in or GTFO. 😘

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A Breathing Merkaba Co-Creation Necklace

This is a living Merkaba necklace, the wooden beads are colonized by mother mycelium of a mushroom. They’re the only ones of their kind. Beautiful specimens sprouted from play and curiosity.

By intermittent exposure to water, it revitalizes the mycelium each time.

It is also anti-microbial and anti-bacterial. It can withstand being exposed to soap, lotion, and perfume as it is the mother mycelium of the Oyster mushroom (Pleurotus ostreatus), a fungi used for mycoremediation (A form of bioremediation in which fungi-based remediation methods are used to decontaminate the environment)

I wear this for protection and manifestation. The way it’s shaped as a star tetrahedron aka Merkaba, directs energy points to multiple angles of our Universe and it being made of quartz, intensifies the energy points of your inner Beings’ focal point. This idea was inspired by channel Elena Daanan (Field Archaeologist in Egypt, Healer, Spiritual Practitioner, Author & Abductee) According to the Pleiadians guides, each person is to have a clear quartz merkaba on their person or in the household for protection and for clearer pathways of manifestation and telepathic communication.

I made one for myself which had sparked a lot of compliments and asks so I was called to make more. Here they are.

The Merkaba has been shared, taught and utilized for thousands of years by ancient civilizations within their spiritual practice, up until now. Every major spiritual system places ultimate power in it.

Some background, the word Mer Ka Ba is of ancient Egyptian origin. Similar to ancient Egyptian history, Merkaba is intriguing and has many esoteric layers. To put it simply, ‘Mer’ means a light that rotates within itself, ‘Ka’ means spirit, and ‘Ba’ means the physical body in which the spirit finds itself in its current incarnate form. ✨

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Just Another Handful

It is normal for me to find things walking/hiking and if it’s visually edible in Mai standards, I will put them in my mouth, in small amounts, just to test out (still alive). I don’t have much knowledge about foraging out here as I’d like but it strongly interests me. Growing up in the tropics, it was normal to eat almost anything sprouting around as we had an abundance of wild deliciousness, all sorts of fruits and some veggies.

Moving out here, was quite an adjustment, yet I have carried the habit of still wanting to try out wild colorful whatnots, which usually end up in disappointment.

This tasting habit pervaded as I am stubborn, which naturally caused me to start getting familiarized with some local desert plants. When I first found a Manzanita plant while hiking many many years back, I had no idea what it was yet instinctively had the urge to taste the fruit, I was blown away! It was a first! A fruit found in the desert that actually tasted pretty damn good. So I did my little research. Then its medicinal properties, wow, it was such an eye opener. It allowed me to slowly feel rooted in the desert, the plants have introduced themselves and we’re starting to be friends.

This trial and error is what led me to other local plants such as the Creosote, Juniper, Mormon tea, Sagebrush, and Banana yucca. After some years of stumbling and fucking around this way, I finally recently decided to get myself a proper book to help me lol.

Recently, I was able to find two new wild desert snacks, the Pyracantha (red) and the Wild desert Fan Palm (purple black). The Pyracantha tasted equal parts sweetbittertart, while the Wild desert fan palm fruit tasted like honey, it’s so darn good! It has a tough texture, all there is to eat is the skin and the seed (you just suck on the teeny seed, maybe it can be roasted, I didn’t go that far) where both are basically coated with this thin layer of honey-like nectar. You would need two handfuls to get a snack satiation. Oh man my mouth is watering thinking about it, I will need to go back where I found it.

The green things and Mexican Buckeye pods are just nice and no snacking purpose that I know of. Mexican Buckeye may actually be poisonous.